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9th July 2005

8:15pm: ...SCRAPE THE GUARDRAIL FROM OUR TEETH AND START AGAIN
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New Live Journal----- http://www.livejournal.com/users/pass__the_flask/ , CHECK IT OUT. This one is pretty much done for. haha.
Current Mood: excited

7th July 2005

4:52pm: FAILED IN PURPOSEFUL DESIGN HEAR COINCIDENCE BEHIND
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Id like to make an urgent anouncement....I have a HORRIBLE FARMERS TAN haha well its from warped tour but it sucks....o well. Well it started out as a sunburn and i was hoping it would just peel off but yea of course it didnt and im stuck with a tan neck and im super white everywhere else so now im must gonna tan everywhere else which is really annoying cause im not really a big fan of tan skin id rather just be white but i dont mind TOO bad so whatever. I just feel like an idiot because i put sunscreen on my face and no where else because i didnt think of it which was stupid of me cause i wore a hat anyways...so now i have a farmers tan....actually its kinda funny though...maybe if i do tan everywhere else i can bring back the "hope" on the back cause it has officially faded after like 2 years...well more than that like 2 and a half years haha
Current Mood: amused

4th July 2005

12:27pm: JUST KNOW WE ARE A SPEC IN TIME SO FOLLOW YOUR BLISS AND DESTROY THE MEANINGLESS BEAUTY
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WARPED TOUR WAS SOOOOOO RAD. in the beginning i wasnt sure how it was going to turn out but it turned out such an awesome time and so good and ill talk more later but yea it was just a rad day and stutterfly at the end was a perfect ending...i couldnt even believe how good they were and not to mention what cool guys they are....EXCELLENT Yea im just really happy with the time i had and i didnt give into any bullshit.
Current Mood: content

2nd July 2005

5:58pm: LETS SET OUR HEARTS AT SELF-DESTRUCT LIKE SCARLET DRIPS ON A WHITE TILE FLOOR A CARDIAC METRONOME
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Leaving for ventura with lemiex and jessie and dan....im so excited for warped tour tom. i cant even explain... i just started getting super excited like today. but yea im super excited and cant wait bitchess! haha wow im a retard but i dont care cause im excited!!!

My middle name is scarlet...well
Current Mood: energetic

1st July 2005

5:54pm: THIS PLACE IS A BLOODBATH AND WONT BE TAKEN ALIVE WE STAND ALONE UNDER FICTITIOUS SKIES
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Warped tour on sunday...excellent and its cool cause jessie got the ok to go the night before so now were all gonna drive to ventura tom. and hang out there...probably make a pit stop at salzers and some other places and then at night were sleeping at the g-mas and then going to warped tour the next day...it will be excellent. i have actually excercised the last two days...its crazy haha so im pretty excited about this month...warped july 3, alk3 the 21st, sounds of the underground the 22nd and bleeding through the 23rd wow i definately have a variety there. But yea so im kinda nervous about calling the dad at barbasses cause yea im not sure what to say... but o well.....and im out
Current Mood: anxious

26th June 2005

4:17pm: YOURE NOT ALONE IVE SEEN THE DEAD ARISE THE ICE WILL SOMEDAY THAW AND SHE WILL WAIT NO MORE...O SHIT
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So i just exercised for the first time in i dont even know how long haha it was pretty funny anyways so yea i really cant wait till warped tour i know its not the coolest thing but i really dont give a shit because i love it and ive always been into warped tour and yea... im going with jessie and dan and kelly and i know it will be super excellent like last year but it will be even better this year cause jessie and kelly can drive so we can do everything on our own terms and not have to wait on other people and know better. so its going to be excellent. itll be hard to top last years but we can do it...for surely...EXCELLENT
Current Mood: anxious

24th June 2005

10:53pm: BROKEN PIECES SHALLOW REASONS
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And We Are Bled Of Color
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Current Mood: blah

23rd June 2005

12:21am: ITS NOT WHO YOU ARE, ITS NOT WHAT YOU ASK FOR, YOU'RE BETTER THAN THIS, ITLL BE DIFFERENT
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Its weird to me that its summer already and whats even weirder is that its been 5 days of summer so far haha cool. well the good thing is i am NOT in summerschool. thats always excellent. Also something more excellent is that jessie has gotten her license and were all cool again and now we can get back at all those motherfuckers who threw shit at us and yelled shit all the times we were walking miles to get quarter sodas and cds or to book stores but those were some of the best times i have to say. it was definately so awesome for us all to be such good friends and all the awesome talks we had about the future and where we wanted to go in life and that kind of stuff that you only talk about to your best friends and we all knew exactly what eachother meant that was really awesome i wish we would have somehow documented it cause those were some awesome times. But anyways today was good cause we pretty much have come to the conclusion on why weve all been getting into all these arguments and shit and im really glad to know were all still friends and hopefully always will be. Anyways so this summers been pretty good so far i kinda feel like theres way more to what i see right now in life in general and what im doing right now isnt getting me further at all or its not what i should be doing but i dont know i guess theres a lot i still need to figure out or i just need to stop being such a motherfucking retard.

i dont know i was just watching this thing on true life about this girl that is pregnant and is gonna have the baby and it is so disturbing and i dont even know why i just dont like it and i really honestly have no desire to EVER have a baby...ughhh i dont know what it is it just majorly grosses me out to have like a human growing in your body and then you have to like raise it and then your pretty much automatically into the cycle and i dont know you just might as well stamp a number to your forehead because thats what you are or it would be a good realization of it...just IF i was ever to have a baby which probly wont happen but to me it would be like a great dissapointment for myself just because it would be like everythings over and you have not much else to live and yea that would just really blow and i really have no idea why i am talking about pregnancy...what the hell i must be extremely tired or something...who knows.

Anyways i think i have to go to the reagan library tomorrow with the fam....who was the idiot that came up with that idea. like if im to go to librarys or museums or something i want to go to things that actually interest me. like i told my mom that i thought we should go to the museum of tolerance and shes like o ok well go in the summer and thats kinda annoying cause its like i think its stupid to put things off until way later because how do you know your even gonna be interested in it then. i think if your interested in something and want to see something then you should go when your most excited about it...not like a month later cause chances are when you go again its gonna be at the wrong time where you just dont want to be there and want to leave and arent as interested in it then if you had went a month before you know? like i think you should get the best ouot of experiences so whats the point of putting things off because you will either a) not end up doing it at all b) do it but it will be at the wrong time so you will probably not get anything out of it or h) by some miracle they will plan a time when you are actualy going to enjoy it and the company of the people with you. i dont know i think thats just me i dont know if that applys to anyone else. i dont know i guess the cup is not half empty ya know maybe one day ill be more of an optimist....actually just a couple days ago i was being really optimistic i dont know what got into me...but of course that didnt work out o well haha anyways so yea all it took was for me to mention the museum of tolerance and there we go everyones planning on going to all these different museums in the summer which its like ok whatever but i would have been WAY more excited to go if it was a month ago ya know? like right now i think its just annoying me. like the whole concept of people putting things off all the time just annoys the shit out of me. i think the reason it annoys me so much is because i do it all the time like thats what i used to always do but now im really trying to work on it so just seeing other people do it all the time really just blows ass and i cant even describe how much it annoys me escpecially when i do it. but yea im working on trying to take more advantage of the things that i have and not wasting the time given to me and using time and trying not to let it pass for the rest of my life...well im thinking about it alot im not really putting it to use as i would like to but yea i guess thats definatley one of the major reasons im in weird moods but holy shit i need to stop talking cause i sound like a re-tard and

That show just really creeped me out i dont even know why....seriously its that one episode on true life with that girl having a baby that just creeps me out like no other. i really dont know what it is but its just like....i dont know its just creepy i dont even know how to explain it... like everytime i watch it i just get really creeped out i dont know what it is...... am i just weird or does anyone else get creeped out by that episode also?
Current Mood: irritated

19th June 2005

10:26pm: SLEEP INSANE DREAM INSIDE DREAM ON MY OWN ONCE ESCAPED...STAR FILLED ROAD
Asleep mid-sentence the words fell apart.
No one is listening anyway.
This day will soon turn black and my “wants and needs”
Will spill on my burning ashes.
I learned to be selfish today…
I learned to be alive.

These things I care for are for
My personal gain and my personal happiness only.
Why should I sit in your chairs and satisfy your standards.
I’ve done it all before and I’ve confused my self
A thousand times.

The tragic day that I call morality
Just doesn’t do it for me anymore.
No more choices, just standing in the cold.
The day will turn black and I will have either lived or died.
Asleep mid-sentence- my words fall to the ground.
Swept into this dreamland.
Economic satisfaction, never succeed.
But happiness has its place.
Justice will not lie in your corner.

Throw myself in the corner
I have nothing to complain about here.
A tragic day seems too peaceful to most,
Spoiled ambitions turned my heart to black.

Living dreams, loving dreams,
Awakening to what I’ve always dreamt of.
Living dreams, loving dreams,
Awakening to what I’ve always dreamt of.

The familiar sound, the familiar sound of
The lovely love from the love of my life
Will keep the notes coming.

From the reciting of the show,
From the plip and the shevanel,
From the grind that annoys,
And the sarcasm they hate…


...That is to everything
Current Mood: contemplative

2nd April 2005

11:16am: A LUST FOR COMPLETE NOTHINGNESS THAT LUSTS FOR MORE NOTHING MOTION W/O MEANING ACTION W/O FUNCTION
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So i havent updated in a very long time....o well so i will now ok so on tuesday i went to see norma jean unearth atreyu and scars of tomorrow which was so excellent i cant even explain. safe to say the best show ive ever been to for surely and yea it was just way excellent. yea...it was pretty sweet haha alright im out
Current Mood: excited

25th February 2005

5:10pm: CRY YOUR EYES BLOODSHOT WHILE THERES STILL TIME CAUSE SOON ITS GONE AND YOU'LL BE SO SHOCKED
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In your city built with concrete and lies. We have slaved away so lifeless. With every breath a compromise. So sickened by your process and our pain. Plague by the fear of a tomorrow, another day in vein, we can throw all this away. Trading our sorrow for sin. We can throw all this away. For too long we have starred. For too long we have fucking stayed so blind to every instinct as you paved the way. So tomorrow we will take back every year you stole from us, and every night silently desperate and hopeless. Every dream never realized, and every tear shed from these eyes. We will sin and you will suffer. We will set fire to your machines. We will put life back into hearts and you will suffer. We will run life through our veins and you will suffer. Passion will be found in time, and your world will fall behind us. Under your dark polluted skies, we may live as the damned. But our essence and soul and freedom will unfold. And only in death shall we see the end. For as long as the light of the sun still dances across every sea. We will know there is something to live and die for, and we will know every breath to be free.


Well these lyrics ^ are just in all seriousness way fucking excellent.
Thats all i have to say.


Explanation:
Realistically, we may not be able to change the world, but the idea of doing just that is certainly very motivating. Hopefully, we can at least convince ourselves as individuals to change the way we live and stop spending our entire lives working to make somebody else rich. This song is about leaving the discomfort of your current world and finding a more vital and fulfilling life for yourself outside the parameters of standard American culture.
-paul
Current Mood: hopeful

21st February 2005

9:59pm: FOR ALL WHO HOLD THIS SACRAMENT CLOSE, MAY OUR HEARTS BURN ON
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How Dare You Weep For Its Insincerity That Trickles Down Your Face. Alas Here Is Your Serenade My Darling And Oh What A Long Time Coming It Has Been. This Cruel Lullaby That Shall Plague Your Dreams. And Carry Me Towards Revolution.
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Current Mood: awake

13th February 2005

9:26pm: TODAY IS MY LAST FUCKING CHANCE, ERASE IT ALL, KILL MY PAST
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Stole it from janelle haha you know how it goes...

[01]. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.

[02]. I will then tell you what song/BAND reminds me of you.

[03]. Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.

[04]. Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
Current Mood: excited
12:27pm: IS THIS JUSTIFIABLE THIS LIFE WE LEAD BLIND STARES AT WHAT WE CALL HUMANITY
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Well i just got back from jessies and like always it was thuper fun haha so yesterday we went to borders and looked at some books then we headed over to the music section looked at some cds and we got the strings quartet cd which is so excellent and we also got some excellent magazines at the super cool mall then we went to best buy and shannon got a cd and dan got another cd also then we walked back to jessies and hung out and listened to some music ate a shitload of peanuts and taped jessies wall like ours...well no one really knows what i mean unless they've seen me and dans room but we pretty much have lyrics written on our wall all the way down the wall so we did that to jessies wall and it looks really cool. and then later on at night we all had a couple excellent convos about bands and music and tattoos and that was a good one. we came up with an excellent tattoo idea im really excited for that haha yeppp its pretty sweet but yea good convos are always way excellent for surely....and im spent
Current Mood: excited

12th February 2005

10:53am: BETTER WAYS AND BETTER TIMES ARE BITTER MEMORIES
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So i got my report card and i did good 3 C's 1 D and 1 A. pretty much the only reason i tried to do good was because theres some places i want to go and if i didnt get good grades my parentals wouldnt have let me and plus my mom said she'd buy me 2 cds if i got at least a 2.0.....SWEET so now i get 2 cds which is so excellent. But anyways yea school actually isnt too bad cause ive found ways to do what i want in class without the teacher noticinig and pretty much ive decided to only listen when you need to which is in my opinion the best way to go and as long as you get decent grades then you wont piss off the parentals and all is good the only thing is the things to do in class is very limited pretty much listening to music drawing or writing but its definately way better than sitting there doing shit you dont want to do and listening to some teacher talking about stuff that even if you did listen wouldnt matter anyways

Yea i started reading again i havent read a book in like a year i think cause i can never find good books that i actually want to read but yea i started reading interview with the vampire from anne rice and it was so awesome pretty much the best book ive ever read. its an excellent book and anne rice is awesome and i cant wait to read more of her books. like interview is so much better and so much more meaningful than those stupid books about peoples every day lives it just has so much of a better meaning ...i dont know

So i also dropped out of track which i am very happy about haha and now im in 7th period PE with jessie its way cool. Now im not stuck staying in track till 4 oclock when i dont even like it in the first place. And in my opinion its better to not do something because you want to than to do it just because your parents or whatever want you to do it
Current Mood: awake

30th December 2004

11:13pm: AND MY HEART STILL BEATS...
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This is what i do. Me here in front of you. This is my life. This is my everything. Its in my heart. Help me keep it dear. and i will fight to keep my dreams alive. You here with us. Theres nowhere else i want to be. This is the one thing we cant let fade away. This is our life. Its what drives us to go on. This is our life. No one can hold us back. -More Life In The Monitors

Well im off the internet for a while i think im just gonna ground myself from it cause its so retarded but its like addicting it pisses me off haha
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Current Mood: annoyed
7:20pm: WITH MY FRIENDS BY MY SIDE I CAN GET THROUGH ANYTHING, WITH YOU ON MY SIDE WE CAN DESTROY EVERYTHING
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Alright well here is a quote that i find absolutely HILARIOUS ok here it goes...when you read this keep in mind that i havent had a cell phone in about a year and a half ok so my mom looks at danielles cell phone which is perfectly fine except theres a couple buttons missing and says "o danielle yea we need to get you a new cell phone soon" so i say ok correct me if im WRONG but im pretty sure that i havent had a cell phone in a year and a half and danielle has a couple missing buttons and she gets a new one? yea that confused me a little haha whatever though its no big deal i dont need a cell phone

Anyways the barn burner of the day was today when i went to best buy because i got some best buy gift cards for xmas and there was like a bunch of cds that i wanted and so im looking for all of them either
a) didnt have them, or b) had them but didnt have the cd i wanted so that was a barn burner but o well ill just go another time and get some then haha

so mammoth was pretty cool except the whole getting sick part that pretty much sucked but whatever you win some you lose some hahaha but yea it was fun i would have to say the most excellent part was the car rides i seriously just love driving places its like my favorite thing ever like no joke but yea it was excellent it was preperation for the van haha cool me and dan and jessie pretty much a lot of the car ride wrote in the notebook with the light of dans cell phone cause there was no other light...it was pretty sweet
Current Mood: calm

24th December 2004

6:39pm: YOUR CROSSING ALMOST EVERY LINE, NOW ITS TIME TO WASH AWAY, YOU LOST YOUR WAY, YOU CROSSED THE LINE
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Alright so i guess xmas is tomorrow im not too excited cause there wasnt really anything i really wanted. well i asked for 2 things from the parentals but they said no which was pretty retarded but whatever. and i forgot to give them the huge cd list that i wanted so yea that definately didnt work outso im not really sure what im getting but for some reason i really dont care this year. anyways yesterday i had to go out with the parentals and the sisters to some nice restaurant...yea it wasnt too bad cause i didnt have to wear a skirt so i didnt mind dressing up but my parents like took it really seriously so they insisted that we all get hair and makeup done i dont know why but so me and mir and dan and the mom all had the hair done which i didnt mind but what i did mind was having all the makup plastered to my face and i think she got some foundation where my nose is peirced so i woke up this morning only to find out that my nose is infected! and worse then normal which sucks complete ass so im just gonna let it close up and then ask the mom to get it peirced again but NOT with a fucking nail gun this time but at the moment my nose is like all red and shit its pretty gross but anyways so im going to mammoth this weekend for some reason im not too excited i dont know though lately ive had like absolutely no emotion its really weird but i dont know im gonna go cause yea...im just gonna go haha


MERRY CHRISTMAS YOU LITTLE JERKS! haha
Current Mood: blank

22nd December 2004

1:36pm: HAVE YOU EVER STOPPED RAISED YOUR FACE UP TO THE SUN AND SCREAMED LET IT OUT, EXHALE THE PAIN
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Alright so yesterday was pretty cool i got to walk about 17 thousand miles yesterday with jessie dan and myles but it was fun we started out at the mall at like 11 and bought an xmas present for the sister and got out of there as fast as we could haha then we made a couple stops at borders and jamba juice then we went on our way to myles house to watch some way excellent dvds so that was pretty cool and we stayed thre for a while cause it was way fucking hott outside and then went on our way to cd city, bought a couple dvds and jessie got some cds and we tried to keep our game faces on and not stay in there too long haha and then we made the way to serenade hill stayed up there for a while we missed the actual sun going down cause we didnt get there in time but it still looked pretty cool which was awesome and then went to my house which wasnt too far because we took the shortcut even though it was dark by then and then it was about 6 o clock haha but yea it was still pretty sweet haha and then myles went home and me and dan and jessie ate some dinner which was good cause we hadnt eaten all day and then went to jessies house and watched some music dvds and then me and dan went with the mom and sister to get my step dads xmas present and now im here haha but anyways yesterday was pretty cool i really like walking i dont know why haha i hate running but walkings not bad haha o yea and definately gonna have the VAN CLUB one day hahahaha thats funny it will be excellent
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Current Mood: awake

14th December 2004

10:16pm: ENDLESS FIGHT, ENDLESS TRAGEDY, ENDLESS LUNACY, CHALK UP THE PAST AS A MEMORY
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Well i havent updated for a while not that it really matters but as usual i was bored and decided i would be a dumbass and update this. well i need to get the haircut but im not sure how im gonna do it yet im gonna need jessie and dan to help me out with that one and im glad we have winter break not that im going anywhere but its no school which is always a plus and im just gonna hang out with jessie and the sister well probly end up walking from jessies house to my house again and probably more than once but let me just say that our houses are not like close to eachother....they are like completely on the other side of town but its cool cause its always really fun. you know whats awesome? to have two people that are like exactly like you its so cool haha but anyways so on the walk to our house from jessies we always are sure to make a pit stop at CDcity if we have money which is cool even though we end up staying there for about 7 hours but its cool haha and of course we make a stop at seranade hill cause that is awesome but yea its not like i have any other way of transportation haha but yea so i decided that i will probably never get the lisence cause the parentals wont let me even get my permit and they said to get my permit i have to get a B average and i think we all know that that is pretty much impossible for me to do but dan got a B average so hopefully the parentals will come through and let her get her permit and then lisence but i really dont care about driving its not a big deal to me and i dont mind walking plus dan will eventually drive and i can just get rides with her cause we pretty much go to the same places anyways so there wouldnt really be a point of me getting my lisence too escpecially since even if i wanted to drive one day i can do it cause ill just say im her cause we look the same haha awesome well anyways ok let me just say it is fucking freazing in my house it is really honesly so cold its ri-god-damn-diculous hahahhha i love saying that anyways this is retarded for surely so im just gonna quit while im ....not ahead? ok that didnt work out...and im spent
Current Mood: cold

24th November 2004

6:14pm: RAISE UP GHOSTS OF THE DEAD-I WONT DIE LIKE THEM, PUSH PAST THE POINT OF RAW EMOTION-I WILL BREATHE
Paranoia is the insect worming its way
Through my subconscious thoughts
It's the larva of my self doubt
Gestating in my heart as I spiral down
And everything I touch is breaking
And it falls to earth in splinters
And I shiver as every splinter
Finds its way underneath my skin
And after 22 years I can still make my skin crawl
Every shortcoming, a pitfall
On my way to making amends
Within myself to be what I became

Sometimes it feels like the whole wide world
Has made itself my enemy
But I will stand upon my own two feet
And raise my head up

I lick my wounds
Trying to cleanse the infection
Rabid and diseased reality fades away
When I pushed myself too far
A dream of emotional perfection
Has left a wounded heart
Trying to perceive the gifts inherent inside me
It's like squeezing the trigger
It's like opening fire
On everyone who's let me down
On every beautiful lie that is only fiction
For the first time
I'm losing control and I like it
Freedom feels like the noose is gone
Current Mood: apathetic

23rd November 2004

9:16pm: .THOUGH THE LIGHT BURNS MY EYES I WILL NOT BE BLIND.
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This entry has a lot to do with my last entry but yea. I wish i was better with words but o well. Alright so there are some things that have been bugging me for a while and i didnt know what to say about it before or how to act about it or even what to think about it. It is completely retarded and its something that i wanted to believe in for myself but i just couldnt and i had a hard time before and i was confused in how i felt about it and now after pretty much this entire year i have decided that i want absolutely nothing to do with it because i have seen the way people act about it, and the way people use it as a pathetic excuse to justify there own actions. They justify there actions with it when if you really think about it they dont even have there own opinion on it the only opinion they have is someone elses. Its funny how many people lie to themselves about what they think is right when what they think is right is just something someone else has tricked them into believiing. Those arent their thoughts those are someone elses thoughts that they have listened to just because they want some kind of security. Its pretty sad when the only security you believe you have is something that you yourself know nothing about. Its one thing that has molded people into complete hypocrites i doubt that was the point of it at first but thats what i beleive it has turned into. but a lot of things that have gone on this year have made me realize so many different things. And its weird to think about but yea im not really happy about what has happened but im really glad that ive been able to look past some things. I dont care if it makes people not like me or whatever but at least i know that the reason im not involved in some things is for myself, and i dont have to fucking rely on some bullshit thing to feel secure. And i have tried to think differently but as of now i think some people genuine fucking fakes.


"Look at yourself and how you live. Are you true to yourself and your god? If not then shut the fuck up and stop judging people" - Alex Varkatzas
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Current Mood: confused

9th November 2004

9:51pm: AT LEAST I KNOW IM A SINNER
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Lift up a stone and you will find him,
cherish the beauty in the world around us
Not in buildings or crosses made by man
Judge me, fuck you, stop playing god,
Your forked tongue prophecies,
carelessly caressing the wounds of the weak
People like you should be crucified,
then maybe just maybe you would have an idea
Of what you are talking about.
My only solace is that one day,
judgment will come for the wicked, then we will see who burns
Raise your heads, unclasp your hands,
your weakness makes me tremble
True strength comes from within
And we were given this life to live,
not exist under standards, set by some bullshit rule book
What prayers of yours, were ever answered, by degrading others
Spare me your biblical back peddling nonsense
For the people that you've hurt, and the being you dishonor,
Your fall from grace, will finally justify my means
Judge me and now you are me and what's worse
You are now a traitor to your god
Tell me Judas, how does it feel to be looked down upon
Sinners like you, should be stung up from the highest tree
you judged me and now you are me, stop playing god

Well this is an excellent song or at least i think so. I really like the meaning of the song cause it is pretty much how i feel and how ive always felt about the subject?...topic? i dont know the word...but yea i guess some things that have happened lately have definatly made me feel a lot stronger about it. I dont know im just way fucking annoyed about a lot things at the moment....this being one of them and im not really sure how to act about it or what to say to the people. but yea its always cool to read lyrics or anything people have to say about there ideas and shit escpecially when you feel pretty much the same way they do about whatever it is. This guys an excellent songwriter for surely. i dont know wow im retarded....mentally retarded
Current Mood: contemplative

14th October 2004

1:45am: WE ARE THE FUCKING USED
ok just got back from THE USEEDDDD and head automatica and the bronx and atreyu holy shit it was so excellent like no joke theres so much to say about it like but i cant explain right now cause i dont feel like it well jessie and alyse are over at the moment and were all gettting up at 6 to go to school haha but let me just say that we got to see all of the used outside of it and talk to them and there set was fucking amazing and dynamical like no joke i cant get over how good it was they played every song that i hoped they would including blue and yellow which was SO excellent i cant even explain it really made me like them even more it was so good it was so cool seeing them in all seriousness tonight was the most excellent night ive ever had it means so much to me and i am SO happy that i went like seriously. it was so excellent all the things bert said before the songs it was just fucking so excellent i cant even describe this was so awesome and definately worth the wait and of course when they mentioned john feldman we turned into 12 year old girls once again ok i cant even believe that we got to see them it was so crazy like wow im freaking out man but im gonna go cause im freaking out and yea.....shit that was so excellent too bad we couldnt have like talked to them longer in the beginning but i dont care cause all i cared about was actually seeing them live and we got to and it was so excellent but ill talk about it later and you dont have to read it cause im retarded so o well haha cool but im retarded....mentally retarded
Current Mood: ecstatic

11th October 2004

10:23pm: BEATING HEARTS BABY, BABY IS THIS LOVE FOR REAL, BEATING HEARTS BABY
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Let me just say....two more days.....less than two days...like one day....holy shit. im so happy. this is so excellent. i cant wait like no joke i am majorly gonna shanette. were gonna eat kids faces off. im freaking out man! i dont think ive been this excited since like after warped tour for surely. im dying here i assure you that i will turn into a twelve year old girl in about 5 seconds maybe i already have hahahaha im retarded....mentally retarded

10-13
Current Mood: ecstatic
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